The Felmancer’s Apprentice: Faith and Devotion

“Just like this.” His Father had promised, taking a step forward. The water was so deep Samiel couldn’t find the bottom or see what swam below the innocuous seeming waters. But things lurked  where the eyes could not follow. As Tyleril began to fall off the stone Samiel rushed to the edge, reaching for the pale ribbons of his Father’s robes.

He only ‘fell’ a few inches, standing atop the water as if glass was beneath his leather boots. With a pleased sigh Tyleril turned to offer his hand to Samiel. It took a few tries but Tyleril managed to force out the sounds his voice tried to deny him. “W-want to try Samiel?”  

He looked to his Father’s boots again. The leather that made them up was kept well polished and clean, brass buckles and buttons polished to a dull shine. The edges of his father’s robes stopped just at the ankles, not hindering Tyleril’s movement thanks to the long slits on the sides. But beneath Tyleril’s foot the water remained undisturbed, even as Samiel saw his feet shift before he rolled his shoulders.

He hesitated as he reached out to grab onto Tyleril’s hand. Thickly calloused with fingers shaped by centuries of smithy work. Samiel felt Tyleril pause, then grasp his smaller hand firmly. He took one step backwards, then another stretching out the distance between them. 

“It’ll be fine.” He promised.

The words hung in the air as Samiel debated. 

Light, please. He wanted to do this. He wanted to this badly. This was a skill he wanted. He had no reason for wanting it beyond that he did. But now…

What to say to something like the Light? To gain some sort of favor from a higher power? Samiel didn’t know and Tyleril didn’t offer. It was stupid. It was so stupid to believe in the Light to the point Pop did…

Please. He sent the thought out and without further debate he stepped forward with haste. Please let me levitate like Pop. He felt himself fall but that was fine so did Pop.

Then ocean water soaked his shoes a moment before Tyleril’s hands slid beneath his shoulders to lift him up quickly. “Not bad.” He offered an encouraging smile as Samiel flushed. “W-want to try again?”  Tyleril still levitated above the water with apparent ease as he set Samiel back on land.

“If you want the Light to respond S-samiel you have to believe. You have to w-want it.”

“If it doesn’t come when I ask for it to then it’s kind of stupid isn’t it?” It had not been the first time Samiel had attempted to call on the Light. But rather the latest in one of several frustrated attempts. 

“I could give you the lecture on faith and devotion but the s-simplest answer is you have to believe, you have to want it and you need the w-willpower to control it. I could tell you that sunstrider iced tea was the f-finest liqour mix available- but until you’re able to try liqour for yourself it might as w-well be a pretty drink or a picture. A figment of the imagination.” Tyleril shrugged as Samiel scoweled. 

“I’m not old enough to drink.”

“I meant that if you want it you need the willpower to use it. If you want to make it s-stronger then you need belief. Belief that it is there and devotion to whatever cause you s-serve.” The halo shimmered over his Father’s head, letting go a handful of light sparks that slowly fell down to be swallowed by the ocean.

“The Blood Knights can use it without needing to believe.”

Tyleril nodded. “They can, yes. But that requires training. As T-thallus could tell you it is not the s-sort of training they give children, nor the s-same sort that they give any blood elf. To become a Blood Knight is far more difficult than many things in Silvermoon- they’re the elite. Like the Farstriders they do not command respect for no reason. I’ve l-little doubt Thallus could do much with the Light. But what he does and what I do are different.”

He didn’t like the sound of that. But as Tyleril stepped onto ground once more to prepare to go home Samiel eyed him, curiously watching. 

“Does everyone else just dedicate themselves?”

“To a cause. To a thing better than themself. Yes. But the Light can be used by anyone. You can reject it but…” Tyleril’s eyes moved to Samiel. “When you’re so talented with the arcane w-why go to the Light?”

“You think so?”

“Oh, of course. You can already do ah..portals? Portling?”

“Portals! Khal is teaching me.”

“Oh. How w-wonderfully kind. And you can do the s-spitefire.”

“Dragonfire! Sort of. I got grounded for it, remember?Uncle Cel sent me with extra homework.”

Samiel’s irritation faded as Tyleril innocently asked questions. Easy, stupid questions. But ones Samiel was happy to answer all the same.

“And Laz can do the ahhh, s-spitefire to?”

“No, he can do the ice missiles.”

“Oh, the arcane s-spells.”

“No! Pop. They’re like this…”

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The Felmancer’s Apprentice: Worry that Fuels the Fire

Tyleril ran away.

Perhaps that’s what bothered him the most. More than Astrelline’s words, more than Razail’s current muteness. More than Buttons stealing his food. Rather than stay and fight or simply swat away a territorial dragonhawk, Tyleril had picked Samiel up and ran. The dragonhawks Samiel was used to weren’t a threat, not really.  

But Tyleril picking Samiel up and running away had been an unwanted reminder of the vows he had taken. Astrelline’s words later that night hadn’t helped either and he’d been angry ever since.

This is what I chose Samiel. For everyone. Tyleril’s words echoed in his mind. Your father wouldn’t have done it if he hadn’t believed to the core of his being it would help us all…it’s hard to love a man who gives so much. Thanelor’s words drew a scowl.

“The rest of them won’t care.” He’d told Pop. “Your vows don’t mean anythin’ to them. They’re not gonna help or sacrifice for you ‘cause you’ll do it for them.” Tyleril took a deep breath, standing up to tower over Samiel. Pop looked like he could withstand a blow from a cannon and keep standing. But the argument they had, short as it was, seemed to tire him out. Tyleril reached up to run his hand over his hand, dark copper tresses bound in a thick waist length braid. “Yes. But they do not have to. They never n-need to Samiel.  This…it’s me. It’s what I do.”

It was true. Tyleril was always like that. But it didn’t make Samiel any less unhappy as he stalked away from the forges.  Walking through the city was a blur of red, small enough to slip through the crowds and dart down the streets until he reached the gates. The loud sound of chatter, the sounds of plate and the arcane guardians faded with the smell of magic regents, sweat, and the smell of perfumes.When his feet reached the end of the bridge where it met the dirt road he looked around. 

Laz waited for him there in mortal form. It made his heart beat a little faster and the irritation drain away like water through a sieve. “Laz!” The whelpling’s amber gold eyes found him as Samiel sprinted up, reaching out to grab onto Laz

It does nobody any good to hold in their anger Samiel.  If you have the option to walk away and come back later then choose it. Some things cannot be fixed when they leave your mouth. You’re very damaging with your words when you want to be.

“Are you ready for the beach?”

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Winter’s Veil

Two letters and gifts send to Khalithas and Laz from Tyleril and Samiel respectivly.


Tyleril’s gift to Khalithas is an old crumbling volumne that he’s clearly made attempts to  keep maintained over the long decades but multiple readings have undone every inch of his work no matter how hard he’s tried to keep it bound. The heavy book is delivered by a courier struggling to pull it free from his bag.

Khal,

You’re often busy but the kindness you do do not go unnoticed. The book for my son, watching how you make Rey;s eyes light up, and your presence is always appreciated. You’re the calm in the storm, unless Samiel ties your hair in a ponytail and when you were waiting for Ruby’s egg to hatch you reminded me of those armoured, scaley snakes in the tropical isles. It’s a shame you can’t be  more dragon-like often- i find your eyes very beautiful and your blue scales lovely.

Laz spends time at the forges now and it’s always nice to see him when he comes. I appreciate the chatter he brings and the conversations with you. Admittedly I don’t understand fashion. I know colors stay together and to buy whatever the tailor suggests that isn’t outrageous.  But I enjoy your commentary and listening as you and Rey discuss those things.

I bought this book when I was very young. It was over five hundred pages of ‘fashion’ that the Kirin Tor and other mages found to be the most fashionable styles. Admittedly the book is a century or three old by now and I still have not gleaned anything from the first time I opened its pages.

But if anyone will like it and take good care of such a thing you would. I hope this gift, while not the expensive one you deserve, reminds you that I appreciate seeing you and chatting when we do. I don’t imagine it’s easy to share your lover but you do it with grace and dignity that I’ve come to expect from you.

Happy Winter’s Veil,

Tyleril Silversword



Sent to Laz , a small box with a lightforged necklace wrapped in cloth with a letter from Samiel. Having given his father his money for a necklace that was, for the twelve year old, astronomically out of his price range.His handwriting is oddly sloppy in the letter- a sign of his nervousness perhaps?

Laz,

I got you one of Pop’s Lightforged necklaces for WInter’s Veil. It reminded me of your scales when you change back to a whelpling. I went to the beach and pop helped me find pearls that were the same color as your vest your wore on tuesday. 

If you want to Pop says Catriah’s Dad left us with five huge ducks and got Buttons s ham. We can steal a duck and watch people celebrate Winter’s Veil or whatever. If you don’t want to that’s fine.

Samiel Silversword

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